Just Shy of Ordinary

After reading online that having a routine can help alleviate anxiety, nonbinary 13-year-old Shai Stern is determined to implement their "new-normal plan" to get their life under control in this luminous read. Forgoing homeschool and starting in-person eighth grade is the first step in their strategy. But entering public school means big life changes, including Shai's leaving behind their Indigenous best friend Moose to remote learning, realizing that they're being placed in ninth grade classes, and reckoning with the fact that cute lesbian Edie--their student guide--assumes that Shai is a girl. Suddenly, nothing is going to plan: their massive crush on Edie, an important school project about Shai's Jewish ancestry, and the growing distance between Shai and Moose triggers Shai's anxiety, and the painful urge to pick at their arms. Via sensitive depictions of Shai's skin picking, as well as sincere prose that yields richly developed characters, relationships, and interactions, Sass (Ellen Outside the Lines) captures the tension and dread of grappling with a hidden illness during a tumultuous transition. Shai's learning to manage their own challenges is palpably wrought, as is their burgeoning understanding that they're not the only one with burdens--and that their presence is a balm for those experiencing troubles of their own. Ages 8-12. Agent: Jordan Hamessley, JABberwocky Literary Agency. (Jan.)

Gr 4 Up--Thirteen-year-old Shai has a plan to create a new normal; come out as nonbinary, get a haircut that expresses who they are, attend public school, and stop picking at their arms. Ever since their mom lost her job during the pandemic, Shai has been picking the hairs on their arm and wearing arm sleeves to cover the scars it leaves behind. They believe that going from homeschooling to public school will provide the distraction they need to stop picking. As Shai makes new friends and their relationship with an old one evolves, they learn that no matter how strong you are, sometimes you need support. Shai's struggles sharing their identity with friends, and the growing pains experienced as relationships change will resonate with readers. Shai has a strong support system of adults who care for them, including their mom, mom's best friend, and grandparents. A class project also leads Shai to investigate their family's roots in Judaism and why their mom no longer practices the religion. The potential for romance with a classmate who identifies as a lesbian brings up further conversations on the relationship between gender and sexuality. VERDICT Shai's struggles with identity, anxiety, first love, and faith will resonate with middle grade and young adult readers. A recommended purchase for all secondary school collections.--Ashley Leffel