My Life in the Fish Tank

by Barbara Dee (Author)

Reading Level: 4th − 5th Grade
From acclaimed author of Maybe He Just Likes You and Halfway Normal comes a powerful and moving story of learning how to grow, change, and survive. When twelve-year-old Zinnia Manning's older brother Gabriel is diagnosed with a mental illness, the family's world is turned upside down. Mom and Dad want Zinny, her sixteen-year-old sister, Scarlett, and her eight-year-old brother, Aiden, to keep Gabriel's condition "private"--and to Zinny that sounds the same as "secret." Which means she can't talk about it to her two best friends, who don't understand why Zinny keeps pushing them away, turning everything into a joke. It also means she can't talk about it during Lunch Club, a group run by the school guidance counselor. How did Zinny get stuck in this weird club, anyway? She certainly doesn't have anything in common with these kids--and even if she did, she'd never betray her family's secret. The only good thing about school is science class, where cool teacher Ms. Molina has them doing experiments on crayfish. And when Zinny has the chance to attend a dream marine biology camp for the summer, she doesn't know what to do. How can Zinny move forward when Gabriel--and, really, her whole family--still needs her help?
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School Library Journal

Gr 4-6--Dee offers a novel that depicts a family impacted by mental illness. Twelve year-old Zinny's life is dramatically changed by her oldest brother Gabriel's hospitalization and treatment for bipolar disorder. Mom and Dad seem to spend most of their days visiting him and fighting with insurance companies. Not only are Zinny's parents absent, leaving her and two other siblings to fend for themselves, but she is expected to keep Gabriel's diagnosis and situation private. With the help of her science teacher Ms. Molina, a guidance counselor who invites her to a lunch club for others with family challenges, and a family therapist, Zinny finally begins to open up. This book raises awareness of bipolar disorder and how it can affect a family dynamic. Zinny describes memories of Gabriel's manic behavior, and it is later implied that Gabriel crashed his roommate's car as an act of self-harm. However, this book does not attempt to understand what happens in Gabriel's mind. It does not explore Gabriel's feelings about what he and/or his family are experiencing. It could have been more valuable if the narration had shifted points of view between characters and included Gabriel's, or even centered Gabriel's perspective. VERDICT This book has value in describing the impact that a family member's mental illness can have on their loved ones. For larger collections and fans of Tae Keller's The Science of Breakable Things and Cindy Baldwin's Where the Watermelons Grow.--Rebecca Fitzgerald, Harrison P.L., NY

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Publishers Weekly

Twelve-year-old Zinny Manning loves her three siblings' loud banter, especially from her usually affable older brother, Gabe. But Gabe's recent rebellious behavior has Zinny baffled and even frightened. When he is in a car accident, her parents reveal that he has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and suggest that the family keep it a secret while Gabe receives treatment in a mental facility. Almost overnight, Zinny's once close-knit family grows distant and quiet, leaving her uncertain about what to tell her friends. With the help of an empathic teacher and a lunchtime group meant for kids struggling with similar challenges, Zinny grapples with her feelings about her brother and the societal stigmas attached to bipolar disorder. With emotional detail, Dee (Halfway Normal) captures Zinny's turmoil, particularly through flashbacks of affectionate interactions with her brother and current school scenes that reveal Zinny's anger and uncertainty. Though Dee's message--that mental illness need not be stigmatized--comes through clearly, the story manages to avoid feeling didactic through lunchtime conversations that are particularly relatable. With sensitivity and skillful storytelling, Dee portrays a difficult subject in an engrossing, accessible way. Ages 9-13. Agent: Jill Grinberg, Jill Grinberg Literary Management. (Sept.)

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Review quotes

"I loved My Life in the Fish Tank. Once again, Barbara Dee writes about important topics with intelligence, nuance and grace. She earned all the accolades for Maybe He Just Likes You and will earn them for My Life in the Fish Tank too."—Kimberly Brubaker Bradley, author of Fighting Words and Newbery Honor Book The War That Saved My Life
Barbara Dee
Barbara Dee is the author of fourteen middle grade novels including Unstuck, Haven Jacobs Saves the Planet, Violets Are Blue, My Life in the Fish Tank, Maybe He Just Likes You, Everything I Know About You, Halfway Normal, and Star-Crossed. Her books have earned several starred reviews and have been named to many best-of lists, including The Washington Post's Best Children's Books, the ALA Notable Children's Books, the ALA Rise: A Feminist Book Project List, the NCSS-CBC Notable Social Studies Trade Books for Young People, and the ALA Rainbow List Top Ten. Barbara lives with her family, including a naughty cat named Luna and a sweet rescue hound named Ripley, in Westchester County, New York.
Classification
Fiction
ISBN-13
9781534432345
Lexile Measure
620
Guided Reading Level
-
Publisher
Aladdin Paperbacks
Publication date
November 20, 2021
Series
-
BISAC categories
JUV039060 - Juvenile Fiction | Social Themes | Friendship
JUV039090 - Juvenile Fiction | Social Themes | New Experience
JUV013070 - Juvenile Fiction | Family | Siblings
JUV039240 - Juvenile Fiction | Social Themes | Depression & Mental Illness
Library of Congress categories
Brothers and sisters
Friendship
Families
Family life
Schools
Family secrets
Secrets
Middle schools
Manic-depressive illness
Mentally ill

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