What If a Fish

by Anika Fajardo (Author)

Reading Level: 4th − 5th Grade

A whimsical and unflinchingly honest generational story of family and identity where hats turn into leeches, ghosts blow kisses from lemon trees, and the things you find at the end of your fishing line might not be a fish at all.

Half-Colombian Eddie Aguado has never really felt Colombian. Especially after Papa died. And since Mama keeps her memories of Papa locked up where Eddie can't get to them, he only has Papa's third-place fishing tournament medal to remember him by. He'll have to figure out how to be more Colombian on his own.

As if by magic, the perfect opportunity arises. Eddie--who's never left Minnesota--is invited to spend the summer in Colombia with his older half-brother. But as his adventure unfolds, he feels more and more like a fish out of water.

Figuring out how to be a true colombiano might be more difficult than he thought.

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School Library Journal

Gr 4-6—Life is changing rapidly for Eddie Aguado in Fajardo's middle grade debut. His Colombian father died when Eddie was only four, and he's since lived with his white, American mother in Minnesota. As Eddie navigates evolving friendships and tries to support his mother by winning a fishing contest (despite not knowing how to fish), Eddie's half-brother calls with news about his abuela in Colombia. Eddie travels to Colombia to spend time with both his brother and his abuela, with whom he forms a distinct bond despite the brevity of the relationship. When abuela passes, Eddie and his brother traverse literal and metaphorical waters to find home and family, together. Fajardo doesn't shy away from conversations about grief and racism, and provides context and support for those experiences. Among them is Eddie's struggle with racist bullying. Some ethnic slurs are used throughout, but Fajardo handles it gracefully—their inclusion feels appropriate both for the audience and within the context of the book. Slivers of magic weave through the narrative, but this isn't a fantasy. Whether the elements are real, imagined, or something else is entirely up to the reader. Many will identify with Eddie as he struggles with his Colombian identity, and others will learn a great deal through his internal dialogue. VERDICT A whimsical and inviting #OwnVoices story of family, friendship, and identity. Recommended as a general purchase.—Taylor Worley, Springfield P.L., OR

Copyright 2020 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

Review quotes

"Poetic and believable. Multilayered and convincing, the book will have readers rooting for its sweet and smart protagonist."—Kirkus Reviews "May 15, 2020"
Anika Fajardo
Anika Fajardo is an award-winning writer, who was born in Colombia and raised in Minnesota. She is the author of Magical Realism for Non-Believers: A Memoir of Finding Family. Her books for young readers include What If a Fish and Meet Me Halfway (forthcoming), as well as Encanto: A Tale of Three Sisters, the middle-grade companion novel to the new Disney film. She lives with her family in Minneapolis.


Paola Escobar is a graphic designer and illustrator from Colombia. As a child she loved drawing the stories told by her grandmother about their family and culture it was her dream to become an illustrator for children's books.
She is the illustrator of the award-winning picture book Planting Stories: The Life of Librarian and Storyteller Pura Belpré as well as many other critically-acclaimed picture books. She has worked with publishers across the world and is proud to have illustrated stories that celebrate cultural diversity and champion unsung heroes.
Paola lives very happily in Bogotá, Colombia, with her husband and their dog, Flora.
Classification
Fiction
ISBN-13
9781534449831
Lexile Measure
-
Guided Reading Level
-
Publisher
Simon & Schuster Books for Young Readers
Publication date
August 20, 2020
Series
-
BISAC categories
JUV037000 - Juvenile Fiction | Fantasy & Magic
JUV039120 - Juvenile Fiction | Social Themes | Prejudice & Racism
JUV013080 - Juvenile Fiction | Family | Blended Families
JUV030040 - Juvenile Fiction | People & Places | Caribbean & Latin America
Library of Congress categories
Fishing
Fathers and sons
Brothers
Grief
Colombian Americans

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